Semi-Hiatus :(

Sorry for the so long hiatus :(
actually i want to post something at the end of february and at march but i can't even post one thing here!! x(

so sorry!! let's check this one out!! :)

Gomenasai :'(

I'm sorry for lack of post.

actually at february i want to tell about the long-hiatus about half a year

but i don't know why it's keep being denied to post! x(

well i'll tell you today :)

i must do a hiatus around march until the end of august.

maybe around that month

because i became more and more busy x(

well, see you soon :)

i miss posting every week T_T

i'll try my best to keep on posting! ^^

jyaa ne!!

matta aeru kara!

Aww, my lovely vacation ):

Aaaaaaaawwwwwwhh!!

This is bad!!
I forgot to get online this week!

And look at the calender!! *point at the calender*

AAAH!!

Next monday I already got to schooooool!!

huwaaaaaaaa *sobing at the corner*

well, hontou ni gomen neeeee!!

I can't post this week and today!

I must search what to post...

and maybe from now on I can only post once a week or two weeks D:

hontou ni, gomen ne!!

and... and...

Akemashita Omedettou!! :D

jyaa ne!!

Kanashimi?

Do you feel sad my friend?

Do you feel like, this is end of the world?

I do feel that too :(

It's so hurt yet so true

It seems like no one understand, right?

But, umm...

Before you do 'something' that you'll regret later

How about read this sentences?

It's quite long, I know.

but hey, it'll not hurt you! ^^

dozo!

"Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed

Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

Your hand that I held...

Will we lose it someday?

I want to protect you and that disappearing smile

The ringing voice that calls me dries out

Even if it gets erased by the wind along time

I will find you

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed

Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people

Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning

So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

Like a rusted person

It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another

You said you could live on your own

Just with the usual kind words

You ache to a point where I cannot reach you

Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness

Do you remember

By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others

Drive your Life

How can I see the meaning of life

Disappearing, you're the only. . .

So you will not break, you distance yourself from me

Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people

Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything

Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return

Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday"

[taken from D-technolife - UVERworld]

"Don’t be sad, friend, when you recall the memories one day, under the remote sky

so that the gentleness could overflow, while smiling, live your live

the whole world is completely dampened with clumsy dreams

let’s run into this blunt reality

every melancholy is reverberated inside

in order to erase that, with a high spirit I gouge the blue darkness out

the honest words overflow, the perfect figure is nowhere

if that’s the case, at least with the best vain struggle in the world, let’s defy it

don’t be sad, friend, when you’re being left out in the sun

I’m praying, so that you could climb the hill road’s other side to where the sky is

you talk about someone who jeers at you in your dream, don’t you?

I guess they also make fun of your honesty

a voice that scolding your great efforts with stupid repetition

there will be many things to hear, right?

even so, the sky and the earth could not compete with us

will there be one day when we’re given the harvest time they bring along?

don’t be sad, friend, at nights when not even one star falls

so that the one bright dream, that one thing, would never be unreleased

while smiling, live your live

while smiling, live your live

while smiling, live your live

I understand that things such as eternity can’t be found anywhere, however

I can’t forget your laughing profile, which is saying “alas, it’s fine”

with our laughing voice, let’s keep connecting the present time that starts to pause

one day, the day when we call “this place” as “that place” will come

so that the gentleness will grow to the utmost when you put those memories in your grip

while smiling, live your live

while smiling, live your live

while smiling, live your live"

[taken from Wakare no Uta - Aqua Timez]

Well, that's all :)

How about we sit, read those words and re-think of our life?

Don't said "shut up you b*tch you just don't know how we feel"

no, I do...

sad but true.

i feel awful and mad at my problem

I almost do some regretful action

but thankfully, before i do that

suddenly my mp3 play those songs

i re-open the translation and...

BANG!! I feel refresh :)

at least i feel a little bit better ^^

after that i think i should share this

because i know, people who suffer this kind of thing is not only me

there are a lot people out there feel the same thing ^^

that's why, WE ARE NOT ALONE!

I want to be one that can cheer you up :)

come on! smile for me, ne? ^^

jyaa ne!!

Take care of yourself :)

because, you're precious.

If you wanted to be loved, start from loving your own self :)

cheers!

Birth Stone

I'm so sorryyy!!

I can't post yesterday! Blame the connection! >_<

I can't open my blog~~ T_T

*sob*

well, this is for making up yesterday post :)

and i'm going to put something else that can make up yesterday mess! xD

just wait it minna! xD

Here are the Birth Stone chart I promise :D

But i'm sorry for not credit, because I forgot where I found this -.-

well!! let's check out your Birth Stone! :D

Birth Month	Modern Birthstones	Traditional Birthstones	Mystical Birthstones	Ayurvedic Birthstones	Other Birthstones
january birthstone	Garnet	Garnet	Emerald	Garnet	Rose Quartz
february birthstone	Amethyst	Amethyst	Bloodstone	Amethyst	Onyx,Moonstone
march birthstone	Aquamarine	Bloodstone	Jade	Bloodstone	Rock Crystal
april birthstone	Diamond	Diamonds	Opal	Diamond	Quartz, White Sapphire
may birthstone	Emerald	Emerald	Sapphire	Agate	Chrysoprase, Beryl
june birthstone	PearlMoonstone	Alexandrite	Moonstone	Pearl	Opal
july birthstone	Ruby	Ruby	Ruby	Ruby	Carnelian
august birthstone	Peridot	Sardonyx	Diamond	Sapphire	Jade
september birthstone	Sapphire	Sapphire	Agate	Moonstone	Lapis Lazuli, Diamond, Chrsolite
october birthstone	Opal, Tourmaline	Tourmaline	Jasper	Opal	Pink Tourmaline, Zircon, Aquamarine
november birthstone	Yellow Topaz, Citrine	Citrine	Pearl	Topaz	Diamond
december birthstone	Blue Topaz,Turquoise	Zircon, Turquoise,Lapis Lazuli	Black Onyx	Ruby

What is your birthstone? xD

well this is for the make up! hope you like it! :D

Wind - Taguchi Junnosuke (solo)

xD hehe and the next are the lyrics! :))

Happy holidaaaay~~

Wind - Taguchi Junnosuke [credits: jpopasia :)]

Romaji

Sekai juu no sou mada minu keshiki isshoni miyou yo kono kaze ni notte

Kyou no sora wa itsumo yori aoku sundete

Kake ashi de mukau kokoro wa hazumu

Itsumo yurunderu kutsu hi mo wo shibatte

Saa ikou hora te wo kashinayo

Mae ni susumu no wo bibitte fumidasezu

Okubyou na kimi ni kidzuite hoshii kankaku

Sekai juu no sou mada minu keshiki dare datte motometerunda yo

Tsumazuita toki shitamuita mama ja mae ni susumenai

Mune ippai ni shinkokyuu shite sora aoidara arukidasou

Yukkuri de ii jibun wo shinjite isshoni miyou yo kono kaze ni notte

Kimi ga yume miteru STORY oshiete yo

Kakushitecha mottai nai kara

Sorezore no michi wo ayumu sekai de

Raito abitara shuyaku no butai makuake

Sekai juu ni sou hibiku utagoe mune odoraseru ookesutora

Mita koto mo nai setto no kazukazu kibun wa saikouchou

Kuraimakkusu bishitto kimete hakushu no uzu ni yoishireru

Me ga sameru made koufun samenai DREAMS COME TRUE shinjite kyou mo asa nebou

Yaritai koto yaru tame no ippo wa yareru koto wo hitasurayareba ii

Mirai nante wakannai dakara ima wo kagayakitainda yo

Kimi no naka de kanjiru dare ni mo nai atsui omoi todokeyou

Sekai juu no sou mada minu keshiki dare datte motometerunda yo

Sutaatorain kimetara kimochi mo takamari hajimeru

Mune ippai ni shinkokyuu shite sora aoidara arukidasou

Yukkuri de ii jibun wo shinjite isshoni miyou yo kono kaze ni notte

English

The sceneries that have yet to be seen in this world, right, let’s see them all together, riding on this wind

The sky today is clearing up to a shade bluer than usual

I run fast ahead as my heart keeps bouncing

My normally loose shoe strings are tied up

Now let’s go! See? Just hold my hand

This is the feeling I want you to notice,

You, the one who is too scared of moving forward to take a step

The sceneries that have yet to be seen in this world, right, everyone is yearning for them

When you stumble, when you have to look down and you can’t move ahead

Let’s fill our chests with a deep breath, looking up at the sky, and start walking

Taking it slowly is fine, keep believing in yourself, let’s see them all together, riding on this wind

Tell me the story you dream of

Because hiding it would be such a waste

In the world of each different road we take

I bask in the light, then raise the curtain to the play where I am the lead

A singing voice echoes through the world, right, an orchestra that makes my heart dance

In the many settings that I haven’t even seen, my feeling reaches its peak

Carefully deciding on the climax, I let myself get drunk in a swirl of applause

Until my eyes open, this excitement never fades. Believing that dreams come true, this morning too, I sleep in late

To realize what you wish for, the first step should be to consider doing it in earnest

The future is unpredictable, that’s why I want to shine, right now

These passionate feelings that you have inside, unbeknownst to anyone else, let’s reach them

The sceneries that have yet to be seen in this world, yes, everyone is yearning for them

After deciding the starting line, your mood will start to rise

Let’s fill our chests with a deep breath, looking up at the sky, and start walking

Taking it slowly is fine, keep believing in yourself, let’s see them all together, riding on this wind

Birth Flower

nyuuuu

I dunno what to post! >_<

maybe this will help! :D

I found it at this site~~ it's clicky! xD

Do you wandering what is your Birth Flower? :D

you'll see what flower are you! here it is!

Birth Month	Birth Flower	Flower Color	Flower Meaning
January	Carnation or Snowdrop	Black, Dark Blue or Red	Fascination; Devoted Love / Consolation; A Friend in Adversity
February	Violet or Primrose	Violet, Sky Blue or Yellow	Modesty; Faithfulness; Virtue / Young Love
March	Daffodil or Jonquil	White or Light Blue	Regard; Devotion / Affection Returned; Sympathy
April	Daisy or Sweet Pea	Yellow, Red and Colorless	Innocence; Youth; Purity / Goodbye; Blissful Pleasure; Departure
May	Lily of the Valley orHawthorn	Yellow, Red and Green	Sweetness; Humility; Return of Happiness / Fertility; Hope
June	Rose or Honeysuckle	Light Blue, White and Cream	Love / Devoted Affection
July	Larkspur or Water Lily	Green, Russet and Red	Laughter / Purity of Heart
August	Gladiolas or Poppy	Orange, Red and Light Green	Strength of Character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural Grace / Eternal Sleep; Imagination; Oblivion
September	Aster or Morning Glory	Brown, Deep Blue	Symbol of Love; Daintiness / Talisman of Love; Affection
October	Calendula or Cosmos	White, Yellow and Varied	Joy / Modesty
November	Chrysanthemum	Dark Blue, Red and Yellow	Cheerfulness; You're a Wonderful Friend; Rest; Lovliness; Abundance; Wealth
December	Narcissus or Holly	Indigo, Green, Greenish-Blue	Stay as Sweet as You Are; Egotism; Formality / Foresight, Good Wishes

There! you can check what flower are you! xD

tomorrow maybe i'll post about Birth Stone~~

just wait ne! (^o^)/

matta ne!

Allen X Ciel :)

hey! i already got some plot for this story! xD

at last ne! :D *feel so happy~~~~*

well, this is some of the information!

1. The kingdom will be named from crystals name! (ex: Topaz, Emerald, Amethyst, etc)

2. There will be H.P.S.J in the story~ xD (wanna know what is H.P.S.J? just click it here! xD)

3. The ending is a bit angst~~ well, i do love full-angst story! x)

I only can say that!

If i tell you all, the story wont be interesting anymore! xD

sooooo~~!! please wait for the story ne!